Sunday, October 5, 2008

The Seven Thieves

A few weeks ago I Twittered asking forgiveness from those I may have wronged. I was immediately inundated with emails asking me if I was ok. I was in fact ok. When I finally realized that I was a total nut I knew I had to get help. I was on meds. I was in counseling. I was doing all of the things that were supposed to make me "better"-but yet I was failing. I was failing spiritually. I had become slack in attending church. I had stopped meditating. I was looking inside and criticizing the filth that had built up. But I wasn't working on coming clean. Not just to myself. But also to those I cared about. Covering it up with a pretty coat of white paint. Still dirty underneath.

Someone who knew my pain gave me The Way. Kabbalah started to give me insight and clarity. Comfort. It enhanced my growth as a christian. Kabbalah gave me the tools to begin transforming myself. The means to let go.

The red string is tied in love. The Twitter was my daily "tune up". An exercise in activating my potential. And no one should worry. I won't go all Madonna on you.

11 comments:

  1. Love the header! Glad to know you aren't going all Madonna on our arses. Smoochies.

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  2. I am just happy you're okay. I have missed you tons. Don't fall off the earth again, alright?

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  3. I don't really know what Kabbalah is all about, but if it is helping you find inner peace and happiness then I'm all for it. You need to take care of yourself first and foremost. We missed you Zoe!

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  4. Zoe, you crack me up......"I won't go all Madonna on you."
    I honestly don't know anything about Kabbala but if it is helping you, then that's all that matters :)

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  5. Whatever works I say. And you can go all Madonna if you like I won't mind, as long as it is the eighties Madonna. If you would have said Scientology, I might have had to intervene or something.

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  6. Hi Zoe! I've been thinking about you, hoping you're doing well. I think Kabbalah is great. Will you keep us posted how it helps you?

    Glad you're back.

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  7. Girlfriend you have had me sooooo worried! Don't do that EVER AGAIN!!
    Scary thought of you turning into Madonna!

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  8. I'm glad that you found something to help you, Zoe. Just keep us all posted. I've been so worried about you.

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  9. yes - take care of yourself first! whatever works to help you do that is totally awesome. i don't want you to go mia ever again girl!

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  10. I'm glad you found the way to bring yourself back.

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  11. Wow..Zoe incredibly honest of you. I'm glad your back and coming back to yourself again.

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