What I meant to say

Nicole told me about this on Swistle's blog: List 12 things that were left unsaid. "Each one should be directed at someone in particular. You don't say who you're saying each thing to, and you don't give a ton of backstory---you just say it".

1. I know you did the best you could. But your best wasn't good enough and it still isn't.
2. I know that I have always been a disappointment to you and I will continue to be. It doesn't hurt me anymore.
3. I wish we didn't end things the way we did. It always felt like after everything we had been through-there shouldn't have been a reason to write this.
4. I know who you are. I knew all along. But I was too scared to confront you.
5. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I just wasn't attracted to you and I couldn't get past that.
6. I did everything I could to push you away so I could blame you for our breakup.
7. I knew it was a mistake as soon as I said yes. But I was too proud to take it back.
8. I'm ashamed that we were ever friends. It disgusts me the way you treat your hubby. You are abusive and sick.
9. I wish you would leave me alone and stop pretending to be my friend.
10. I'm sorry I can't be the person you wish I was.
11. Why did you open that door again? Wasn't breaking my heart once enough for you.
12. Your facial hair disgusts me and for gods sake chew with your mouth shut!