Friday, January 11, 2008

The rain is falling

Today has been a day wrought with information, discovery, agony and despair. Knowing that nothing will ever be right again. Nothing will ever be the same. Trapped. Unwinding slowly from the inside out. I have to get centered. Focused. I have to stop pretending to be brave. To be strong. I have to summon true strength and courage from deep with in. I have to accept what may be...what is. Some one needs me now.

I am a slacker. This much is true. But this time any lack of blogging, reading or responding to e-mails is not related to my procrastination. I am fighting. Battling. Reading the map of the road before me. No longer looking for shortcuts or escape routes. Slapping on a new layer of duct tape. Maybe, just maybe...I will reach my destination a better person. Until I do, wish me a safe trip. Because the journey before me may just be what breaks me.

23 comments:

  1. I hope your journey isn't nearly as bumpy as expected. Hang on. If there's anything you need I'd be more than willing to help in what ever way I could.

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  2. i hope this time will be a blurred memory and happiness awaits you. i will be thinking of you. take care.

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  3. Hoping that it all gets better soon.

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  4. Can I call you? Just give me a time.

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  5. one day at a time.
    wishing you happiness sooner rather than later.

    xx
    jill

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  6. Zoe, you are strong, but you are only human. I know that you are needed as a mother right now, but don't forget to take a few moments for yourself. Believe me, I struggle with this too, but to maintain sanity, it's necessary. I'm here for you, I only wish I were closer so I could offer you a helping hand.

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  7. Hang in there Zoe. I'm worried about you. :( If you need anything you can call me anytime. I'm thinking of you and will pray for you!

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  8. Please remember that we care and we are here for you. You're in my thoughts.

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  9. Oh Zoe! If you need to vent, we are here. I sincerely hope your journey is much less painful than you anticipate. You are a great mom and a wonderful woman. I'll be sending you good vibes and I hope witchypoo can shed some light on your path.

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  10. Whatever you must face I wish you strength.

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  11. Thinking of you and hoping better times ahead!!

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  12. I'm thinking about you, dollie. Take care of yourself and know we're all here to listen & support you!

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  13. I hope things get better soon. I have been feeling somewhat in the same boat, I'll keep on hoping and praying for both of us and everyone else who is going through the slumps right now too..

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  14. Zoe,
    My love that makes me smile! I have given you a nice little award. Check back at my site later for the details!

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  15. Hang on with your fingernails and think positive thoughts. You'll make it.

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  16. Ohh, I am continuing to keep you and your family in my prayers! Just keep looking up and thinking positive!

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  17. Keeping you and your fam in my thoughts and prayers!

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  18. i'm thinking about you zoe. i agree with amy - happiness awaits you!

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  19. Keep on truckin and think positive! Things will work out just fine.

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  20. nothing can break YOU. you are AMAZING

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  21. I'm so sorry, Zoe. Lately, I know exactly how you feel. Hang in there. And, know that I'm always here to talk if you need to. Big hugs to you.

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