Today has been a day wrought with information, discovery, agony and despair. Knowing that nothing will ever be right again. Nothing will ever be the same. Trapped. Unwinding slowly from the inside out. I have to get centered. Focused. I have to stop pretending to be brave. To be strong. I have to summon true strength and courage from deep with in. I have to accept what may be...what is. Some one needs me now.
I am a slacker. This much is true. But this time any lack of blogging, reading or responding to e-mails is not related to my procrastination. I am fighting. Battling. Reading the map of the road before me. No longer looking for shortcuts or escape routes. Slapping on a new layer of duct tape. Maybe, just maybe...I will reach my destination a better person. Until I do, wish me a safe trip. Because the journey before me may just be what breaks me.
Friday, January 11, 2008
The rain is falling
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I hope your journey isn't nearly as bumpy as expected. Hang on. If there's anything you need I'd be more than willing to help in what ever way I could.
ReplyDeletei hope this time will be a blurred memory and happiness awaits you. i will be thinking of you. take care.
ReplyDeleteHang in there dearie.
ReplyDeleteHoping that it all gets better soon.
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for you!!!
ReplyDeleteCan I call you? Just give me a time.
ReplyDeleteone day at a time.
ReplyDeletewishing you happiness sooner rather than later.
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jill
Zoe, you are strong, but you are only human. I know that you are needed as a mother right now, but don't forget to take a few moments for yourself. Believe me, I struggle with this too, but to maintain sanity, it's necessary. I'm here for you, I only wish I were closer so I could offer you a helping hand.
ReplyDeleteHang in there Zoe. I'm worried about you. :( If you need anything you can call me anytime. I'm thinking of you and will pray for you!
ReplyDeletePlease remember that we care and we are here for you. You're in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteOh Zoe! If you need to vent, we are here. I sincerely hope your journey is much less painful than you anticipate. You are a great mom and a wonderful woman. I'll be sending you good vibes and I hope witchypoo can shed some light on your path.
ReplyDeleteWhatever you must face I wish you strength.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and hoping better times ahead!!
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking about you, dollie. Take care of yourself and know we're all here to listen & support you!
ReplyDeleteI hope things get better soon. I have been feeling somewhat in the same boat, I'll keep on hoping and praying for both of us and everyone else who is going through the slumps right now too..
ReplyDeleteHang on with your fingernails and think positive thoughts. You'll make it.
ReplyDeleteOhh, I am continuing to keep you and your family in my prayers! Just keep looking up and thinking positive!
ReplyDeleteKeeping you and your fam in my thoughts and prayers!
ReplyDeletei'm thinking about you zoe. i agree with amy - happiness awaits you!
ReplyDeleteKeep on truckin and think positive! Things will work out just fine.
ReplyDeletenothing can break YOU. you are AMAZING
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, Zoe. Lately, I know exactly how you feel. Hang in there. And, know that I'm always here to talk if you need to. Big hugs to you.
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